Ini story Badak self-centered. Am going to Bali on Sunday for a conference (that's the official and legitimate story that I tell everyone) tetapi hakikatnya, adalah untuk bersukaria (itu adalah the main agenda..:) However since the grand varsity will be paying for the trip maka terpaksalah berpura2 bekerja.....sambil bersukaria...which ever come first la......when I go I decide la...ha ha ha
Badak self-centered is so excited about going because Bali is her second home (and Christchurch is her third and but of coz Boston is forever her first home). Tho she just came back from Bali three weeks ago, she is still elated. She will always be excited about Bali.
Bali calms my nerves. Bali makes me think nothing about the evilness in the world. Bale creates the inner peace in me. BTW, Badak4 just reminded me to enjoy myself and find my inner peace in Bali which I believe is so easy to do as I will be all alone -totally alone unless I pick up some Aussie hunks but I am not into Aussie - only into Pierce Brosnon after watching Mamma Mia the movie...ha ha ha...but I am still loyal to Abang John and Monk la.......errr....can have many at one go what...if you don't believe, ask Badak Prest - she taught me just that :)
Anyway, conference (now I can pronounce NeoLiberalism in one go - so can attend the conference la :) will be held in Sanur - about 30mins from Kuta. I stayed there 3 weeks ago and I lurrveee the place- just right for soul searching but I am not gonna do any soul searching just MEN searching...wakakakakakakakak....not kecoh like Kuta and not too laidback and sepi like Ubud. Just in-between. Will go back and eat the glorious bakso sapi at Pasar Malam Sinddhu (lu orang tak akan percaya lah yang gue can sit and eat there :) and drink teh Sorso while munching fried banana with ice cream yang maha awesome by the beach with angin laut sepoi-sepoi bahasa melayangkan pareo ku....ohhhhhhhhhhh...and I get to meet up with Pushpa again - the 15years old waitress at Sanur Beach Restaurant........
After Sanur, will go back to Kuta and hopefully get to stay at my favourite Melasti Bungalow. Not a grand hotel but good enough for pensyarah yang gaji kecil seperti ku.....Yang penting, I feel safe there and it is right smack downtown Kuta wherby if I turn left, it will lead me to the beach and other shopping malls and awesome restaurants and if I turn right, it will bring me to my favourite Discovery Mall where I have my favourite shoes store, departmental store, book store, A & W, music store and the awesome ice coffee at Black Canyon, not to forget lepak-tion session golek2 at Celcius Cafe yang duduk atas ala2 katil, sipping hot Serai Wangi tea while looking at the blue, blue sea and but of coz thinking how nice it is if all my Badaks frengs can also enjoy the moments....Insyallah, soon to come....at least Badak4 is already seriously thinking about it sambil mengira ongkosnya buk....:)
What do I really want to do after cracking my pretty brain at the Feminism conference? I just want to lepak, lepak, lepak and more lepak. I don't even want to think. I don't even want to use my brain for anything except to figure out what to eat next. I want to just do that.
I also want to write my will there......the right place to write my will as I will not be influenced by anything or the environment.....Of coz some of my good frengs already know the content of my will (yang ada my house keys dah excited tak cukup tanah :) but I need to document it and legalize it if God send me back to Malaysia.......of course I am not planning to die in Bali but it would be nice if that happens as my tombstone will say something like this "She left the world where her heart resides - Bali". BTW, contrary to popular belief (like "dia mesti tidoq atas duit kan", "pitih dia mesti berlanar", "apa lah dia buat dengan duit yang banyak tu") - semua itu adalah persepsi yang sangat pelsu seperti senyumang ku yang sentiasa pelsu :) - my will will just be stuff that I adore and lurrveee - which does not include geran tanah, geran rumah, duit berkepok di bank or emas berkepok bawah tilam (itu will Kak Eshah :) Ohhhh...geran kereta buruk ada......:) Important to me, nevertheless........Like I said to Badak4 today "I think am gonna die soon so I will do anything that you guys want me to do or help with". Badak4 sudah excited sebab dia akan ada khadam percuma and never in her mind that "this" auspicious day will come whereby Badak Self-Centered mahu buat kerja untuk orang lain...ha ha ha.....
Why am I talking about death? Because Badak4 just told me that her brother mentioned to her that "semakin ramai orang mati sekarang" and I told her "dulu pun ramai orang mati tapi kita tak kenai and bukan contemp kita..." ha ha ha......
Well - it is good to remind myself about death so that it will remind me to appreciate life and its works.....Therefore, am gonna have a blast in Bali - regardless.......am gonna savour the moments for I might not be given the opportunity again.....am gonna be thankful for everything that take place for I might not be able to turn back with smile again......am gonna just enjoy Bali..........God Willing.......
Badak self-centered is so excited about going because Bali is her second home (and Christchurch is her third and but of coz Boston is forever her first home). Tho she just came back from Bali three weeks ago, she is still elated. She will always be excited about Bali.
Bali calms my nerves. Bali makes me think nothing about the evilness in the world. Bale creates the inner peace in me. BTW, Badak4 just reminded me to enjoy myself and find my inner peace in Bali which I believe is so easy to do as I will be all alone -totally alone unless I pick up some Aussie hunks but I am not into Aussie - only into Pierce Brosnon after watching Mamma Mia the movie...ha ha ha...but I am still loyal to Abang John and Monk la.......errr....can have many at one go what...if you don't believe, ask Badak Prest - she taught me just that :)
Anyway, conference (now I can pronounce NeoLiberalism in one go - so can attend the conference la :) will be held in Sanur - about 30mins from Kuta. I stayed there 3 weeks ago and I lurrveee the place- just right for soul searching but I am not gonna do any soul searching just MEN searching...wakakakakakakakak....not kecoh like Kuta and not too laidback and sepi like Ubud. Just in-between. Will go back and eat the glorious bakso sapi at Pasar Malam Sinddhu (lu orang tak akan percaya lah yang gue can sit and eat there :) and drink teh Sorso while munching fried banana with ice cream yang maha awesome by the beach with angin laut sepoi-sepoi bahasa melayangkan pareo ku....ohhhhhhhhhhh...and I get to meet up with Pushpa again - the 15years old waitress at Sanur Beach Restaurant........
After Sanur, will go back to Kuta and hopefully get to stay at my favourite Melasti Bungalow. Not a grand hotel but good enough for pensyarah yang gaji kecil seperti ku.....Yang penting, I feel safe there and it is right smack downtown Kuta wherby if I turn left, it will lead me to the beach and other shopping malls and awesome restaurants and if I turn right, it will bring me to my favourite Discovery Mall where I have my favourite shoes store, departmental store, book store, A & W, music store and the awesome ice coffee at Black Canyon, not to forget lepak-tion session golek2 at Celcius Cafe yang duduk atas ala2 katil, sipping hot Serai Wangi tea while looking at the blue, blue sea and but of coz thinking how nice it is if all my Badaks frengs can also enjoy the moments....Insyallah, soon to come....at least Badak4 is already seriously thinking about it sambil mengira ongkosnya buk....:)
What do I really want to do after cracking my pretty brain at the Feminism conference? I just want to lepak, lepak, lepak and more lepak. I don't even want to think. I don't even want to use my brain for anything except to figure out what to eat next. I want to just do that.
I also want to write my will there......the right place to write my will as I will not be influenced by anything or the environment.....Of coz some of my good frengs already know the content of my will (yang ada my house keys dah excited tak cukup tanah :) but I need to document it and legalize it if God send me back to Malaysia.......of course I am not planning to die in Bali but it would be nice if that happens as my tombstone will say something like this "She left the world where her heart resides - Bali". BTW, contrary to popular belief (like "dia mesti tidoq atas duit kan", "pitih dia mesti berlanar", "apa lah dia buat dengan duit yang banyak tu") - semua itu adalah persepsi yang sangat pelsu seperti senyumang ku yang sentiasa pelsu :) - my will will just be stuff that I adore and lurrveee - which does not include geran tanah, geran rumah, duit berkepok di bank or emas berkepok bawah tilam (itu will Kak Eshah :) Ohhhh...geran kereta buruk ada......:) Important to me, nevertheless........Like I said to Badak4 today "I think am gonna die soon so I will do anything that you guys want me to do or help with". Badak4 sudah excited sebab dia akan ada khadam percuma and never in her mind that "this" auspicious day will come whereby Badak Self-Centered mahu buat kerja untuk orang lain...ha ha ha.....
Why am I talking about death? Because Badak4 just told me that her brother mentioned to her that "semakin ramai orang mati sekarang" and I told her "dulu pun ramai orang mati tapi kita tak kenai and bukan contemp kita..." ha ha ha......
Well - it is good to remind myself about death so that it will remind me to appreciate life and its works.....Therefore, am gonna have a blast in Bali - regardless.......am gonna savour the moments for I might not be given the opportunity again.....am gonna be thankful for everything that take place for I might not be able to turn back with smile again......am gonna just enjoy Bali..........God Willing.......
2 comments:
jangan lupa daku dalam will mu...
wa dah letak kunci rumah atas meja tulis, senang nak capai kot apa-apa...
sebelum padam, lu text wa to give me lead time, sempat be the 1st to arrive to "clean up" your place!
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